I m here, right in my room right now, and concentrating on the important bit of the moment, missing my love, missing my family, even though they’re just a staircase apart, I do miss them, I miss the times I would spend long hours with them, I miss how I used to laugh like crazy with them, I miss my days as a kid with them. I miss my school life, where I found, whom I now love !

Yes, this is what I’ve become.. not to busy, but I pretend to be, or maybe that’s what I’ve become. I think I’ve transformed, into a mysterious being in my own self, laughing like crazy with the people around and sitting still in my room alone..

This is me, yes this is just me.. Times have changed or maybe I m the one who has.. the truth is I always wanted a change, and grow, now that I m growing, I miss the still happiness !

I m never happy, neither is mankind !

I m growing in my skill set which is good, Lord help me justify my time, let me be just with the people, that love me, and with the people I love. Amen !

Everything’s ok, no worries fella’s !

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Hi everyone, welcome me back for another little while, my life has become a lot busy these days, which is good and bad at the same time.

The Goodness
I believe that being busy helps you forget all the painful and difficult time you’ve had, and takes you away from stuff you don’t want to get involved in, and for the most part it keeps me busy and really happy, and cheerful.

The badness
I think I missing a lot on the relations ! I m missing talking to my parents and my sis for long hours, it’s been ages since I had a long good laugh with them ! Then I missing my girl, I haven’t spoke to her in some time, a big sometime that is

I missing my friends outside my office box too, I had Asim come over to my place though, but I miss those long hours we spent together ! I miss having to chat long hours with my buddies online. I rarely get time for that now.

Other than those odd emotions burping inside my boing boing soul ! We have eid coming up in a few days, and my mom’s youngest bro is in the city too, which is kind of good, it’s been 5 years since he was last here !

He got me an iPod dock from icraig which is super awesome, and a travel charger too, which is nice ! and pretty handy

the other part belonging to the ipod thing is that my belt clip of the iskin is broken bad, now I have to buy another ipod protective casing, damn !

Any how, pray for me, for everyone !

(I seriously pray that every smoker quits smoking - Ameen)

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