I m here, right in my room right now, and concentrating on the important bit of the moment, missing my love, missing my family, even though they’re just a staircase apart, I do miss them, I miss the times I would spend long hours with them, I miss how I used to laugh like crazy with them, I miss my days as a kid with them. I miss my school life, where I found, whom I now love !
Yes, this is what I’ve become.. not to busy, but I pretend to be, or maybe that’s what I’ve become. I think I’ve transformed, into a mysterious being in my own self, laughing like crazy with the people around and sitting still in my room alone..
This is me, yes this is just me.. Times have changed or maybe I m the one who has.. the truth is I always wanted a change, and grow, now that I m growing, I miss the still happiness !
I m never happy, neither is mankind !
I m growing in my skill set which is good, Lord help me justify my time, let me be just with the people, that love me, and with the people I love. Amen !
Everything’s ok, no worries fella’s !
2008
8:26 pm
Amen.
have i passed on the MB germs or something.. ? cheer up buddy.
pretending to be busy is something i’m good at too. you don’t need to become MB-like. your family’s not going to like the change, i swear!
give yourself a break. go out with your love, and hang out with the family. imagine how hard it’d be to stay without the love of your life AND your parents. think about the unprivileged and count yourself as one of the lucky ones around.
love.
ps. you can always talk to me if you want. =]
2008
2:53 pm
MB
Hey girl, don’t ya worry, I did write nothing’s the problem, it’s just that I m not getting enough time to be with the people I want to be with, but hopefully I m going out this Saturday to meet some people. It should be fun !