I m here, right in my room right now, and concentrating on the important bit of the moment, missing my love, missing my family, even though they’re just a staircase apart, I do miss them, I miss the times I would spend long hours with them, I miss how I used to laugh like crazy with them, I miss my days as a kid with them. I miss my school life, where I found, whom I now love !

Yes, this is what I’ve become.. not to busy, but I pretend to be, or maybe that’s what I’ve become. I think I’ve transformed, into a mysterious being in my own self, laughing like crazy with the people around and sitting still in my room alone..

This is me, yes this is just me.. Times have changed or maybe I m the one who has.. the truth is I always wanted a change, and grow, now that I m growing, I miss the still happiness !

I m never happy, neither is mankind !

I m growing in my skill set which is good, Lord help me justify my time, let me be just with the people, that love me, and with the people I love. Amen !

Everything’s ok, no worries fella’s !

Tags: family, friends, life, love, mind, mystery, thinking, thoughts

Yello everyone !

Aight, I finally got the pics of H-N’s new family addition. I m just posting one image of the new hottie girls are gonna die for =P MB, you can now stop screaming

Damn, he won’t be my instant blog reader, but any how..DAMN :

H-Ns parent’s bring you, Ayaan Sarwar.

Congrats to H-N and his family for the newest addition to their family.(Pics of Ayaan on Facebook)

On the other hand, I have been viewing lots of crap, including user submitted content on video websites, odd dreams (not the naughty ones, just the bad ones), and then the great movies.

I would recommend Hunting Party and American gangster to most of my friends who watch action movies, and story movies, it’s awesome, though they have some mature scenes in it, better not watch it with a family.

Also check out this awesome video of a bullet going through various things, it’s awesome :

and also this one, a slow motion video of a lighter being lit :

That concludes today’s post I m so happy and a lot crappy lately , for no reasons what so ever

Tags: american, awesome, ayaan, born, child, fun, gangster, h-n, hunting, mb, parents, party, sarwar

Hello all the net creatures !

Last night I was browsing the internet and talking to some every important people and digging through my old Sticky notes, I knew there were digital versions of sticky notes, except for that on Yahoo Widgets and stuff, so I had to dig a bit, found out Stick it does a pretty good job, I have had no problems so far. Lacks customization though. Stickit.

Any how, I have received a request to post pictures of Ayaan, whenever I snap them, and a demand for them being snapped sooner has already been made. WOW !

H-N, people love you man ! You should be a happy boy more often.

Things with Asim are better now, I expected him to be super pissed, I m happy he’s not and I think I should go and meet people more often too.

enough of the blogging for now, have to dress up and leave for work.

Tags: asim, ayaan, brother, friends, fun, h-n, kid, little, mb, online, sticky

I am suppose to be at work in half an hour, and it’s almost an hour long ride from my house, and I haven’t even left my room. Things have been a little off since Sunday, my computer needed an OS refresh, which mean’t installing everything from scratch, and not to mention backing up all the important stuff before that. Even though I backed up everything and everything functions well now, there are two problems, one that will be over in a bit. a) my TV tuner still doesn’t get the cable, I m wondering why. b) I backed up iTunes, but looks like I had to re-sync my iPod from 0 mb to almost 26 GBs. Damn !

Any how, I had loads of fun Saturday night, when I was out with my office colleagues at Muzammil (duday)’s place. Haleem and shugal, makes for alot of fun. To top it all, the Haleem actually tasted awesome with Green chillies. Omair bought his cam, so right now he’s the only one who’s got the pics.

We did miss, our Manager Farhan, co-workers Asif, Adnan, Zair, Fahad, Hassaan and Talal.

I also did miss Asim’s Haleem party, for which btw he’s very angry. Have to make it up to him too

Also I m missing my M lady alot now a days, haven’t talked to her in like a long time in a detailed manner

Tags: awesome, computer, damn, fun, good, Haleem, M, PC, work

I just found out there’s a chart for web applications, and they’re open for voting. Pretty neat.

Why did I put this on my blog ? Because I m a designer and a coder, and love to see great things see the light of the day, and also receive huge appreciations, that who we are, that’s what we do.

Click the link above and vote for any application, be it flickr, last.fm, base camp, or any other web-app that you love/like.

This is no affiliation or referral, just a thought that great things should well be appreciated.

Click away.

Tags: applications, charts, online, vote, web, work

Oh yes rockness… !

A few things happening, that actually made me happy.

Return of H-N

First obviously, Hassaan has returned from his not so nice (as he puts it) tour. Since he left Karachi, a lot of bad thins happened, we witnessed outrage amongst people dude to Benazir Bhutto (former Priminister of Pakistan) assassination, which by the way also left Billions of rupees in losses.

A welcome to another reader

Oh yes I just welcomed another reader to my blog, whom I must say I personally know from the office, Zair Abbas. I m hoping you’re gonna have some good time here bro.

My name on the famous bloggers of Pakistan list.

I m not sure if I m that famous (though it’s nice to think so), but turn out some one apparently thinks I m famous, and posts my name on the list on his/her blog. Thanks. Search for ‘dehog’ on that list, and you’ll find my name the first one on the list for ‘d’.

A party with my cousins.

Yes I was out partying with my cousins today, and before that I was out with a friend. The party with my cousins went pretty well, and actually had some good family fun time, after quite a while. Thanks folks. Love you all.

Sad part : MB down !

Moti Bhains is going through some hard times I guess, I pray, she gets better soon… Love ya sister.

Related stuff :

Two photographs I took, related to happiness.

Tags: blogger, blogs, cousins, famous, friends, fun, h-n, mb, office, outing, party, rockness, sad, welcome, work, Zair

Thanks to Zair, for partially suggesting this blog entry’s title.

Now, now, the day, has been quite of a stir, a mix up of things, various things.. Both good and bad, odd and wow type. But in the end, I m still me, happy and woah..what… !

First, H-N had problems returning to Karachi, and that’s why he had been going through some mental stress and torture, but he should hopefully be here in the morning

Then we have those teaming and grouping things at office and before that those three people from Network department getting a farewell.. damn man !

Me, Zair, our manager Farhan, had a meeting with a client, and man, the guy’s awesome, infact all the people in the room at that time are awesome and since then, I’ve been saying a a lot of no’s and what’s to lots of things, for no apparent reasons…odd? I know !

Then some non disclosure agreement issues…oh hell !

We even have MB, having problems getting back to normal life, since she’s lonely..cheer up girl

And then there is me… All excited for the new day… Zair’s gonna have some hard time

Tags: awesome, clients, group, hassan, mb, meeting, mix up, nda, team, travel, wicked, work, Zair

I m  still missing Asim, and Hassan right now, both are kind of away, on vacations, and here I m writing a post, even though I m a little ill, and did not go to the office today.

One of my colleagues at work, Zair, convinced me to join flickr, yes the big big user generated images company, yeah so I joined, I m hoping it to be a good ride, good show.

I m also missing the mystery girl, Haven’t talked to her in a while.

Some other stuff:

I watched I m legend, Taare Zameen Par of late, and both these movies are both beyond explanations, and both done in a brilliant way, I’d recommend them to anyone.

Food served, I m out now !

Tags: art, flickr, friends, illness, photography, work

I know it’s been some time, since I last scribbled, and I thought, now is the time to let the few people who read this space know why I haven’t put some new text here…

I recently discovered a set back from one of our clients back at work (Creative Chaos), which was kind of de-motivating for our entire team.

I wasn’t really done with that, when out of nowhere comes this bad virus, actually I know where it came from, but..oh well..never mind !

I ended up refreshing my windows installation along with all the applications and settings, not to mention I had not backed up my iTunes library, so I had to also reset my iPod. Damn.

It’s also been ages since I met Asim, and even H-N’s gone for a vacation to Punjab.

I also had two bar B Ques lined up in one day, yesterday, couldn’t go to either one, one was cancelled cause someone died and most folks weren’t coming and then the other one was at Asim’s place, but since Asim hadn’t returned and I wasn’t sure about the bbq itself, I let it go.

Let’s just hope the year goes by peacefully and less eventful.

Tags: bad, bbq, clients, crap, damn, nice, not, unproductive, work